As a Muslim, I do not follow tradition blindly As a Muslim, I do not conform to new age views without evaluation As a Muslim, I am constantly self-reflecting As a Muslim, I give charity and smile to strangers As a Muslim, I believe in a non-human, non-gendered, unimaginable God
As a Chinese Muslim, I feel unrecognized and isolated by my fellow Muslim brothers and sisters As a Chinese Muslim, I feel unrecognized and isolated by the American media As a Chinese Muslim, I feel equally hated by the American media As a Chinese Muslim, I am thankful to have seen so many different perspectives at my age As a Chinese Muslim, I feel closer to Allah
As a Muslim artist, I do not have religious ultimatum As a Muslim artist, I am criticized for not devoting my art to my religion completely and blatantly As a Muslim artist, I devote myself instead to universal messages in hopes of reaching a wider audience As a Muslim artist, I fully love and indulge in the visual world created for us by God As a Muslim artist, I prove people wrong not by shoving my religion in their face, but showing them I am just a person like everyone else
As a Gay Muslim, I believe in love above hate. As a Gay Muslim, I have been through constant, endless torment for simply loving someone. As a Gay Muslim, I have become infinitely more compassionate and understanding to others. As a Gay Muslim, I have found deeper, purer faith in Allah. As a Gay Muslim, I vow to never let my faith put others in danger, I vow to protect others who are bombarded by blind faith.
This is me. I am constantly torn I am always falling I am sheltered I am afraid to speak But I am insanely proud
This was mainly for myself, to remind myself what it means to be me. And to never give in to hate or anger.
Thanks to my friends for being the best, most accepting, most loving, and most wonderful family in the world. Thank you for a great 21st birthday, and reminding me of the most important things in life.
Ask me any questions you like. I may choose to reply or not
As a Chinese Christian artist myself who has a penchant for drawing half-naked ladies and also has close friends who are gay Chinese Christians, who are often ostracized and shunned by those who claim to be their own brothers and sisters, I find myself able to identify with your poetry immensely.
May the Lord bless you and may His blessings and truth seek you out where ever you may go.
Sometimes it's easy to forget how many normal, good-natured people there are when large groups like Muslims seem to be broadcast as nutters in the media all the time. This was like a little fresh breath of clarity into my mind.
Really.
I admire you. And I hope to have an invincible faith, like yours, when I grow up, no matter what the obstacles.
May the Lord bless you and may His blessings and truth seek you out where ever you may go.
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